The Spiral Was Always Calling Me Home

How the Spiral Began

I didn’t fall into this path.
I walked it.
Wide awake.
Tears on my face, breath held in my lungs, fists clenched at God asking why everything hurt so much.

And still… I chose to stay.

Not in the pain.
But in the body.
In the truth.
In the remembering.

For years, I was the high-functioning achiever hiding symptoms no one could explain.
Endometriosis. Hormonal chaos. Spiritual disconnection. A body that didn’t feel like home.
They called it “normal.”
I called it unacceptable.

 So I became my own case study.

 Not just in food and function.
But in frequency.
In faith.

 The awakening didn’t arrive like a thunderbolt.
It came in rhythms. Whispers. Triggers.
A September solar eclipse in 1987. My progressive new moon.
A gate opened in my chart—one I didn’t even understand until months later—and I felt it:

Something holy was unraveling.
And it would never let me go back.

That gate that had opened in my chart — not metaphor, but mechanism. Something divine encoded. My North Node.
Gate 25.6.
Universal Love, not in concept, but in crucifixion.
The line of the martyr mystic.
The one who walks the spiral not by choice, but by covenant —
who burns to ash what isn’t real so she can become the frequency of remembrance itself.
This gate doesn’t lead forward.
It pulls you inward.
And when it opened for me,
I remembered the promise I made before breath:

I will not forget again.
And I haven’t.

Since then, my life has become a living spiral.
Each cycle another remembering.
Another shedding.
Another layer of illusion surrendered to the truth of Christ inside my body.

 I didn’t meet Jesus in a church pew.
I met Him in the middle of a Reiki session.
At my lowest. At my limit.
And when He came, He didn’t shame me.
He allowed me to feel pure unconditional love and I wept.
He showed me the temple was never broken.
It was just buried.

My mission now is simple:
To create sanctuaries for others to remember what I did.
That healing isn’t just about removing symptoms.
It’s about restoring union.

 Union between the nervous system and the soul.
Between spirit and form.
Between God and the woman who forgot she was already whole.

 You’ll find me teaching breathwork one moment and decoding scripture the next.
Rewriting the language of the body.

Bringing the spiral of Human Design, Quantum Entanglement Theory, and Christ Consciousness back into conversation.
Because the blueprint was never just energetic.
It was divine.

If you’d like to hear the full story of my awakening—including the vision I received of Christ and the day the Spirit of Truth start giving me Revelations —

✨ Listen to this episode of my podcast →

 The spiral is alive.

And it’s calling you back.